Um. Adding to this falls super rediscovery, I went ahead and left my husband. I figured, might as well just wipe the slate clean. I believe for a while I coined it a system shutdown. Not to be confused with a system breakdown. A shut down is some what voluntary. I'm having my doubts. My new family is quite the extreme from my quiet nights with dayo and tevo. And my days are kicking my ass. The flower shop is a lot labor. For a minute I was excited about getting in shape. But i'm growing weary of being exhausted and never having money. but still i'm on the gym like sweat on a bicep.
Reflecting back over past pasts, I realized I've never really ended a relationship. Normally I just check out and wait for the other party to make the official break. So I don't know what that means, but this time i'm calling the shots, I let it go on long enough in the sorry state that it dragged on to be. I feel pretty good about ending that on my own terms. Despite the grave mistake greg considers it to be.
So sorry st louis in advance for all the outrageous embarrassingly slutly things i'm going to be doing for the new few months or so while i'm draining my need for freedom and wild sex. Wish me luck. Condoms and cranberry juice!
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I'd like to hit it!
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